Mwhahahahahahahahahahaha...



...that was after about a minute of decoration

But seriously this was after 10 minutes, for Becky:

Open up your music player and find:
How many songs total: 1192
How many hours or days of music: 4927 minutes
Most recently played: Antic Cafe - Fukken Uber Death Party by Hanzel Und Gretyl
Most played: Wonderful by Everclear [49 plays, with Get Your Body Beat by Combichrist in second with 45]
Most recently added: Strike Again by Donkey Rollers

Sort by Song Title
First song: 100% by Angelspit
Last song: Rammstein - "Zwitter" [hey same song]

Sort by Time
Shortest song: Stop by Pink Floyd [30 seconds]
Longest song: first 2 are a lie so Ill go with Black Rose Immortal by Opeth [20 minutes 14 seconds]

Sort by Album
First album: * (Art of Fighters) [no seriously]
Last album: Zeitgeist (Smashing Pumpkins)

First song to come up on shuffle: Thieves by Ministry

Search the following and state how many songs come up:
death: 6
life: 7
love: 22
hate: 9
you: 57
sex: 3

a moment of stupidity, which I am really amused by


Why yes I am a loser, but it is fucking 1234.

... I think some of them are pretty funny

Appearance:
- I am 5'4 or shorter.
- I think I'm ugly.
- I have many scars.
- I tan easily.
- I wish my hair was a different colour.
- I have friends who have never seen my natural hair colour.
- I have a tattoo.
- I am self-conscious about my appearance.
- I have/I've had braces.
- I wear glasses.
- I'd get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free, scar-free.
- I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger. (several actually... it is pretty awkward)
- I have had more than 2 piercings.
- I have had piercings in places besides my ears.
- I have freckles.

Family/Home Life:
- I've sworn at my parents.
- I've run away from home.
- I've been kicked out of the house.
- My biological parents are together.
- I have a sibling less than one year old.
- I want to have kids someday.
- I have children.
- I've lost a child.

Embarrassment:
- I've slipped out a "LOL" in a spoken conversation.
- Disney movies still make me cry.
- I've snorted while laughing.
- I've laughed so hard I've cried.
- I've glued my hand to something. (it was totally on purpose)
- I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
- I've had my pants rip in public. (on the bottom, it made them too short.)

Health:
- I was born with a disease/impairment.
- I've had stitches.
- I've broken a bone.
- I've had my tonsils removed.
- I've sat in a doctor's office with a friend.
- I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
- I've had serious surgery.
- I've had chicken pox.

Traveling:
- I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
- I've been on a plane.
- I've been to North America. (hmmm)
- I've been to Niagara Falls.
- I've been to Japan.
- I've been to Europe.
- I've been to Africa.

Experiences:
- I've been lost in my city.
- I've seen a shooting star.
- I've wished on a shooting star.
- I've seen a meteor shower.
- I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
- I've pushed all the buttons in an elevator.
- I've been to a casino. (in one, but not like gambling)
- I've been skydiving.
- I've gone skinny dipping.
- I've played spin the bottle.
- I've crashed a car.
- I've been skiing.
- I've been in a play.
- I've met someone in person from the Internet.
- I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
- I've seen the Northern Lights.
- I've sat on a roof top at night.
- I've played chicken.
- I've seen the Rocky Horror Show (the movie?)
- I've eaten Sushi.
- I've been snowboarding

Relationships:
- I'm single.
- I'm in a relationship.
- I'm available.
- I'm engaged.
- I'm married.
- I've gone on a blind date.
- I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
- I have a fear of abandonment.
- I've been divorced.
- I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back. (I don't know who that could possibly be -___-)
- I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
- I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
- I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality: (HAHAHAHA)
- I've had a crush on someone of the same gender.
- I've kissed a member of the same gender.
- I've had sex with someone of the opposite gender.
- I've had sex with someone of the same gender.
- I've had sex with more than one person at the same time.
- I am a cuddler.
- I've been kissed in the rain.
- I've had sex outdoors.
- I've hugged a stranger.
- I have kissed a stranger.
- I have had sex with a stranger.

Honesty/Crime:
- I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
- I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
- I have lied to my parents about where I am.
- I am keeping a secret from the world.
- I've cheated while playing a game.
- I've cheated on a test.
- I've driven through a red light.
- I've been suspended from school.
- I've witnessed a crime.
- I've been in a fist fight.
- I've been arrested.
- I've shoplifted. (But it was just like, gum when I was a kid; who hasn't done that?)

Drugs/Alcohol:
- I've consumed alcohol. (disgusting much?)
- I smoke cigarettes.
- I smoke pot.
- I regularly drink.
- I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
- I take cough medication when I'm not sick.
- I've done hard drugs.
- I've been addicted to an illegal substance.
- I can't swallow pills.
- I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem. (haha only 5? I have 12 at a time before)

Mental Health:
- I have been diagnosed with depression.
- I shut others out when I'm depressed.
- I take anti-depressants.
- I have an eating disorder. (kind-of, it is not really one conclusively)
- I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
- I've hurt myself on purpose. (...)
- I'm addicted to self harm.
- I've woken up crying.

Death:
- I'm afraid of dying. 
- I hate funerals.
- I've seen someone dying. (Animals count, right?)
- I have attempted suicide.
- Someone close to me has attempted suicide. (Katie was I the one when you did this?)
- Someone close to me has committed suicide.

Random:
- I can sing well. 
- I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
- I open up to others too easily.
- I watch the news. (loser)
- I don't kill bugs.
- I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for sake of being able to rhyme. (there is this song that sucks it has such a terrible rhyme scheme.)
- I fucking swear regularly.
- I sing in the shower.
- I am a morning person. (and a night person oddly enough...)
- I paid for my mobile phone ring tone.
- I'm a snob about grammar.
- I am a sports fanatic.
- I play with my hair.
- I have/had "x"s in my screen name.
- I love being neat.
- I love Spam.
- I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day.
- I bake well. (I better!)
- My favourite colour is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue. (red, black, purple)
- I don't know how to shoot a gun.
- I am in love with love.
- I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
- I laugh at my own jokes.
- I eat fast food weekly.
- I believe in ghosts.
- I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
- I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
- I am really ticklish.
- I love white chocolate.
- I bite my nails.
- I play video games.
- I'm good at remembering faces.
- I'm good at remembering names.
- I'm good at remembering dates. (sometimes)
- I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
- My answers are totally honest.

Some week old kittens anyone?

( more pictures... )

 
They are cute and you know it, but there are only 3...

Visionary Philosopher

Your IQ Score is: 131

To take it go here: http://web.tickle.com/quizzes/show/3001

Okay so I just finished the college interview witht the representative, it started at 4. She seemed to be very impressed, and was nice. I feel that it went well overall, I am just really rlived that it didn't turn out to go badly.

So I may not be around for the nest 2 weeks, because apparently my great-grandma should not be alone in the house. Now what does this mean... this means that I may be payed $80 a day to go and watch her for the next 2 weeks. What this entails is basically following her around all day so that she doesn't fall, but for $80 a day that is pretty fucking easy.

Now I just have to figure out if I can bring my laptop... 

I found a website with a lot of them, and here are the ones that feel true to me... ( Look at them here )

Well evidently it has been proven that I am a huge fucking failure at learning anything in either AP class.

I got a fucking 1 on APUSH , which isn't that surprising but what is very fucked up is that I got a a fucking 2 on the AP Lit one. What the fuck. I hate myself so much how do I fail that badly at something that seemed so easy. 

I want to go slice myself open I hate this so fucking much. This proves that I shouldn't even try anymore. 

So I have come to the conclusion that the world, or God as some may say, wants me to kill myself this summer.

I have come to this conclusion due to many facts.

-First my family is falling apart.
  1. My aunt is in the middle of a psychotic break which sucks because she has always been one of our favorite relatives to be around because she was fun. This is however something that has come out of nowhere, the doctors aren't forcing her to stay in the care of the hospital either. They have said that she is not a danger to herself or others and therefor cannot force her to stay. While they are saying this she is trying to convince my mom to give her money so that she can kill her sons fathers family because they are "lying about they have taken him and are just going to kill him and call it a hunting accident" which doesn't sound very sane to me and I happen to be me.
 2. My great aunt is being non-responsive, this hasn't affected me as much because she lives in portland. But the doctors were talking about having her go through electroconvulsive therapy, or as it is more commonly known as shock therapy, which is generally saved as a last result for people who aren't responding to any other type of therapy or drug.

-Second my Dad dieing is starting to affect me more.
 3. Today there was a car that passed us on the freeway and all over the windows was painted "daddy's home" and other things like that. This may seem like it is happy but I almost started to cry because it was a realization that I wont ever see my dad again so that sucked so much.
 4. When we are at the ocean for the fourth of July this year we are taking his ashes with us, because this was his favorite holiday and he was happiest at the beach.

-Third I haven't gotten to see anyone since the last day of school.
 5. If this kind-of stuff was happening during the school year it would be better because I would get to see everyone almost everyday.
6. When I am around my friends is the only time that I could e considered happy at all, so with all this crap going on I have no outlet and am just keeping it all inside.
7. I am thinking about how you and Sean are going to move and therefore I won't get to see you so I will have no one to really talk to because I can only talk the guys about some things depending on which of them it is.

...I hate the world so much right now. I can't keep dealing with this shit all the time. 

... And in the midst of all of this I still haven't cut myself, you should be very happy about this because you have no idea how long I have been wanting to especially now.

Wow someone left this on my truth box on myspace:

"Take care of your god damned hair I mean damn seriously people make comments all the time. You look like fucking cousin It, I suggest investing in a high quality hair straightener. It doesn't take that long to straighten, also grow those ridiculous 90's bangs out fuck. And take a hint when people keep walking away from you, it means something"

I think it is kind of depressing that they couldn't tell me this in person if it really bothers them.

Also Katie did anyone ever get the Prom pictures because I put in $20 and want mine, and so does my mom.

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Fifth Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Very Low
Level 2 (Lustful)	Moderate
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	Very High
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	Moderate
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	Extreme
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Extreme
Level 7 (Violent)	Extreme
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	Very High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	Moderate

Take the Dante's Divine Comedy Inferno Test

Bullshit I am sent to the 5th layer of hell for being depressed, what the fuck.

Trait Snapshot: depressed, introverted, neat, needs things to be extremely clean, observer, perfectionist, not self revealing, does not make friends easily, suspicious, irritable, hates large parties, follows the rules, worrying, does not like to stand out, fragile, phobic, submissive, dislikes leadership, cautious, takes precautions, focuses on hidden motives, good at saving money, solitary, familiar with the dark side of life, hard working, emotionally sensitive, prudent, altruistic, heart over mind, unadventurous




...I love how low the stability is.

Lit. Devices...

13 / 25 (52.0%)

(I know that I am copying you, Katie)

I AM VERY BORED!!!! I repeat very very bored...